a sad day

i closed my shinhwa fandom today. it has a week to run on the current server before it goes and tomorrow i will archive it on my other server.
it will be down a month before a quiet reopen to see what the traffic is like. I can't afford to have my blogs disrupted by a spike of visitors so we shall see what happens.

its sad, but in the end i will never get to writing like i used to if it don't stop now. I want to create the RPG for me and the twins and maddy and get back to being the old me before i was in charge of that.

besides, my job is going well and i wanna be the best i can be at that, i have a right to that!